it’s amazing how fast things change…

u just stop and realize…holy crap i can’t believe it

i’m 18 years old… 18…

legally an adult, i can have my own credit card, i can buy lottery tickets, i’m screwed if i kill someone cuz it’s my fault now! (not that i would ever kill someone, i jsut found it amusing that if ur 17 years old 364 days and 23 hours 59 minutes and 59 seconds…and you’re just a kid…but something in that 1 second makes you an “adult” i don’t get it lol

there are perks to being 18 tho…1: no more stupid working papers…2: no more parent permissions slips and 3…best of all…I CAN VOTE!! OOOO YEAH!! i’m SO excited! i have my voter ID card pinned right over my puter so i don’t lose it…nov 2nd can’t come any faster!

but yeah…it’s just bizarre…i’ve been alive for 18 years, look how much has CHANGED since 1986… high speed internet…heck…even internet in the 1st place…CDs, MP3s, cell phones, webcams, and that’s just in the world of computers

not only did i realize that holy crap i’m 18…i’ve realized that HOLY CRAP this time next year i will be in college. ok, so i don’t know which college yet, but having my early action school application all ready makes it oh-so-relieving. i don’t know if i’m ready for college. i know i’m ready for the lifestyle, the work, and all that crap…but mentally…i dunno, i just don’t feel grown up yet…and grownups go to college! (wow, if that didn’t sound like a 5 yr old talking i don’t know what does!) i can’t wait to go to college, to live on my own, do things for myself, hang out with friends @ a starbucks and cheesy stuff like that…life doesn’t get any better!

i dunno..it’s like all of a sudden these things just hit you…like you knew em all along, but it’s just finally sinking in…

my bday was fun, didn’t have school for staff development day, beat snyder in a double header and my team threw a lil bit of a party, someone’s mom baked brownies…OOOMG… ahhh...loooveee, went to medieval times with lizz…then the next day i took the SATs which i think i did pretty well on and THANK GOD…cuz that’s the LAST TIME EVER!! and hopefully 3rd time is the charm! then right after, i came home and my friends were all here, which i knew already cuz i kinda figured out the surprise party lizz planned. they stayed for a while, we played games and had fun and crap, played lots of DDR, then lizz stayed over and the next day we learned heavy mode on DDR…ok, so it was just 1 song, but still! it’s heavy mode! lol then that’s about it, i just relaxed and got my 1st college app done…

that’s about it for now i think, sorry for the lack of blogging, things are nuts! vball season, student council, academic team, HW and college applications….and of course TV..can’t miss everwood, one tree hill, etc =o) thanks for visiting, thanks for commenting!